Tuesday, March 28, 2006
这份周记从上个星期拖到周末，又从周末拖到现在，终究还是得做……sighx! 三月份的假期可是两个星期前的事了…… 就算当时感触良多，到了现在也忘了七七八八咯……总之我会把记得的都写下来的。=)
三月份的假期对2nd-intake 的学生来说根本就不是什么假期。五天的假期，扣掉三天的 lectures, 再扣两天的 catching up revisions， 只剩下周末，你说和上学有什么分别？其实我对假期补课并没有意见，毕竟都读了那么多年的书，对上课也已经麻木了。
假期里给我最多感想的反而是 class posting 的事。 还记得当我在网上看到自己的班时，几乎哭了。 我希望是老师写错了， 或是电脑的错误。 我竟然为了这件事整夜难眠，隔天早上还特意回到学校看名单。 站在布告栏前， 看着那白纸黑字，看着我的班级…… 在那霎那，我呆站着， 不自觉地哭了。也就是在这一刻，我发现自己原来有多么的抗拒新环境，新面孔， 多么的害怕孤独……也是第一次那么的怀念中学的好友……
起初，我真得不能接受我的班。 假期的每一天每一秒都在想着换班的理由， 同时也畏惧开学的那一天。对许多人而言，这只不过是一件芝麻绿豆的小事，甚至根本就微不足道。 但我却不以为然。 也许是我从幼就有伴的缘故，使我非常依赖朋友。独自一人时，会变得特别安静， 甚至于内向。直到开学的一个星期后，我仍在期待…… 这就是明知不可为而为之吧……
（后半段好像有点文不对题…… 没关系吧……）
Monday, March 27, 2006
Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you
Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one
I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no
I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you
